Everyone makes mistakes.
Even if the outcome is bad, they should never be regretted.
There are people who try to be perfect.
Who try to succeed.
They must always be right.
They do the right thing.
They say the right thing.
They NEVER mess up.
But once in a while...they mess up.
They have to make a mistake.
They must.
How can someone be real and show vulnerability is they never make a mistake?
They must be real.
They must show vulnerability.
Even if they don't want to.
Even if they can't be wrong.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Disappointment - Part 3
We rise, we fall, it's what happens throughout our lives.
There is nothing we would want less than to feel sorrow for someone.
But then you do.
You feel sorry for them.
You have so much doubt in that one person.
It makes you thinkIt makes you wonder if they even care.
Do they even care that they cause disappointment?
Or do they just see it as a phase in life?
Do they ever enjoy what's going on and live in the moment?
Do they realize how much someone can feel for them?
How sorry one can be for them...
That's what I feel.
I feel sorry for you.
I'm disappointed in you.
I had faith in you.
I thought you could be better than that.
There is nothing we would want less than to feel sorrow for someone.
But then you do.
You feel sorry for them.
You have so much doubt in that one person.
It makes you thinkIt makes you wonder if they even care.
Do they even care that they cause disappointment?
Or do they just see it as a phase in life?
Do they ever enjoy what's going on and live in the moment?
Do they realize how much someone can feel for them?
How sorry one can be for them...
That's what I feel.
I feel sorry for you.
I'm disappointed in you.
I had faith in you.
I thought you could be better than that.
Sadness - Part 1
People don't like to feel sad, all there should be is happiness.
And you find once in your life, that pure joy you thought you'd never feel.
You were so happy.
You were in that perfect place.
And when you thought things were going smooth.
BAM! It hits you.
You've lost that feeling of delight.
You've lost the feelings you had for him.
You feel so sad.
You feel awful.
You think, why must things go this way?
Why is it over before anything happened?
Why do I feel so miserable?
Things weren't supposed to go like this.
It wasn't supposed to end this way...
And you find once in your life, that pure joy you thought you'd never feel.
You were so happy.
You were in that perfect place.
And when you thought things were going smooth.
BAM! It hits you.
You've lost that feeling of delight.
You've lost the feelings you had for him.
You feel so sad.
You feel awful.
You think, why must things go this way?
Why is it over before anything happened?
Why do I feel so miserable?
Things weren't supposed to go like this.
It wasn't supposed to end this way...
Untitled
For the first time...
I want to write about something.
I've been thinking about.
However, there are no words to describe what is on my mind.
I am confused.
I am scared.
I am excited all at once.
I have a decision to make and I'm confused on what to do.
I don't know how my heart is feeling.
I don't know what my head is thinking.
I ponder on my ponderings.
I don't know what to do.
I want to write about something.
I've been thinking about.
However, there are no words to describe what is on my mind.
I am confused.
I am scared.
I am excited all at once.
I have a decision to make and I'm confused on what to do.
I don't know how my heart is feeling.
I don't know what my head is thinking.
I ponder on my ponderings.
I don't know what to do.
Rejection - Part 2
Facing rejection is something one must live through no matter how much it hurts.
It must be something sure.
Something you know in your heart, it must be done.
Once you are sure of how you want to do it, you think you are ready.
But your plan fails.
You didn't want it to hurt them.
But it didn't.
It hurt you more.
You feel this huge amount of guilt.
Of pain
Of complete and utter sadness.
You feel horrible.
Like there's something missing.
Like there's something you could have done to prevent it.
But there's not.
There wasn't.
There's nothing you can do.
It wasn't your fault.
You knew what was right.
You made the right choice.
It must be something sure.
Something you know in your heart, it must be done.
Once you are sure of how you want to do it, you think you are ready.
But your plan fails.
You didn't want it to hurt them.
But it didn't.
It hurt you more.
You feel this huge amount of guilt.
Of pain
Of complete and utter sadness.
You feel horrible.
Like there's something missing.
Like there's something you could have done to prevent it.
But there's not.
There wasn't.
There's nothing you can do.
It wasn't your fault.
You knew what was right.
You made the right choice.
Death - Part 1
It happens to everyone eventually but we don't know how or when it will.
I will not ask the question of why someone dies because it is unexplainable.
Death is unanswered.
We hope that it will happen when we are old and laying in bed but it doesn't always happen that way.
Sometimes the time comes too soon.
Too soon for our brains to comprehend it.
We cannot fathom the idea.
We cannot understand or process the fact that he is gone.
He is viewing us in another way.
But you must remember: It's not your fault.
It's not your fault.
You cannot blame yourself for what happened to someone else.
You have to be strong.
You have to live on.
You must go on knowing the time you had with him was well spent.
Cherish the memories.
Let him live on in your head and in your heart.
And never let his memory fade.
[RIP Z Dub 11/11/06]
I will not ask the question of why someone dies because it is unexplainable.
Death is unanswered.
We hope that it will happen when we are old and laying in bed but it doesn't always happen that way.
Sometimes the time comes too soon.
Too soon for our brains to comprehend it.
We cannot fathom the idea.
We cannot understand or process the fact that he is gone.
He is viewing us in another way.
But you must remember: It's not your fault.
It's not your fault.
You cannot blame yourself for what happened to someone else.
You have to be strong.
You have to live on.
You must go on knowing the time you had with him was well spent.
Cherish the memories.
Let him live on in your head and in your heart.
And never let his memory fade.
[RIP Z Dub 11/11/06]
Disappointment - Part 2
We rise, we fall, it's what happens throughout our lives.
When there is something you want...
Something you crave...
Something you strive and yearn for...
You build yourself up to want something so bad.
Yet there is a voice in the back of your head.
It says: how bad do you want it?
What is the distance you're willing to go?
Don't dwell on it too much.
You don't want to end up disappointed if you don't get it.
But you will.
You must face the hardships...
The disappointment that comes your way.
You can't always be happy.
When there is something you want...
Something you crave...
Something you strive and yearn for...
You build yourself up to want something so bad.
Yet there is a voice in the back of your head.
It says: how bad do you want it?
What is the distance you're willing to go?
Don't dwell on it too much.
You don't want to end up disappointed if you don't get it.
But you will.
You must face the hardships...
The disappointment that comes your way.
You can't always be happy.
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